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going back to tekong 5th jan. pes c recourse. sigh.

on a brighter note, on leave most of december :)

finally pop-ed from medic course. stay out lo!

posted to mmi. semi civilian place but no lunch provided :(

medic course has been pretty interesting so far. learnt cpr and some bio that i need if i want to study medicine. also i'm CPR and AED certified for the next 2 yrs :D

plus i got IV-ed 4 times last week. My left hand is full of blue blacks and haematomas. sigh. never mind, 2 successful IVs and 8 more to go!

life out of bmt is very interesting. in bmt 90% of my platoon mates were from JC. now it's closer to 50%, with ITE people, O level, N level, poly and even one guy with a degree. haha. it's good to make friends with people of different education and social backgrounds.

on another note, area cleaning here has no standard. haha. 0 pumping in 2 weeks.

also, saw a sports doctor yesterday.  i've a ruptured ligament in my ankle. worse, unlikely to down PES. sigh. but surgery could be an option down the road.

my driving licence came yesterday. unfortunately no one was at home to sign for it. and now i've to collect it from the post office. wasting my time.

staying in saves me alot of cash. i spent a grand total of 70cents my first week. lol.

i've accepted smu law.

nus gave me some crap combination. engineering and accountancy. wtf. 2 boring ass courses. and they ain't even connected. sigh.

ntu...i don't wanna go to that uni. cheena. and sooo far.

and i just realised i can't apply for uk medicine, i don't have biology at any level. lol.
so all hopes are banking on australia. i've found a uni that is recognised in singapore, does not have interviews for medicine, which suits me super fine because i suck at interviews. i totally epic failed at the NUS medicine interviews, NUS law, NUS MPP interviews. all 4 of them. only did ok on the SMU one. seems like i have some jinx with interviews at NUS.

oh well. It's a really expensive decision. $330,000 decision. and the damn test i've to take costs A$330. bloody blood suckers.

 i'm gonna apply for australian, nz and uk medicine.

SIGH

the medicine results are out, and people have gotten their offers already, thru the joint acceptance fuck shit. and i haven't. which fucking means i got rejected. wtf. i'm so fucking sad now. fuck law. fuck accountancy. fucking medicine was what i wanted, and i fucking got rejected. wtf. fucking study so hard and fucking get rejected. wtf. no mood to do fuck shit now. FUCK.

just got accepted by smu law !!!!!!!!!!! but which should i choose. hmm. decisions decisions!

watched army daze again. lol. dad bought new tv. shiok man.40" tv. but i spend most of my time on the com. so what the hell.

went out with t15 guys again yesterday.

chris' results were same as mine, except for gp where he got 1 grade lower. and that's the difference btw NTU acct/ biz and material engg. wtf. why the f are singapore unis so damn competitive. must be those china and indian people spoiling the damn market. bloody hell.

sigh. NUS and SMU are ignoring me. NTU has offered me business and accoutancy double degree. if SMU offers me law, it would be a really difficult choice. other than medicine, the course that i choose would be because of MONEY. medicine is my passion. if i don't get it, as i expect, i shall go where the $ is. zzz. medicine please.

driving test on 15th june. so if all goes well, i can drive by 15th june afternoon!!! how cool would that be.

looooong weekend!

nus and smu call me man. damn. i bought the new John Grisham book!!! looks good! 

sprained my damn ankle in camp...sigh........ SIGHHHHHHHHHHH

oh fuck. i screwed my law interview up so badly. barely 5 mins and they were done with me. so goodbye to NUS law this year i guess.


i need a miracle. medicine please. i'm not too keen on smu law or ntu accountancy. sigh.

 okay. i've been accepted into ntu business school. but i have a nus law sch interview later on in the afternoon. and i haven't written my damn essay. thanks nus, for giving me such short notice since i'm in TEKONG and being inconsiderate enough to give me 4 days notice which i can't do shit cuz im in bloody TEKONG.

fuck my ankle. i've gone out of training from bmt. damn injury. i better get down pes. 

OMG. I'VE GOT A MEDICAL SCHOOL INTERVIEW ON THURSDAY!!! BOOK OUT TIME!!!!

list of what to do:

1.) Write personal statement
2.) get letter of recommendation
3.) Write CCA Record
4.) Tell Platoon commander on monday
5.) Prepare for interview
6.) File my portfolio


OMG

bye civilian life. bye hair. bye freedom.

i applied for SMU law and accountancy today. i meet the criteria but.............damn the interviews. also applied for a few scholarships, dont know if they will consider anyone with a measly 4 a's. but at least call me up for interviews so i can book out :D
fuck medicine. too damn difficult to get in. and medicine in oz would cost $500,000, i ain't got that much money. unless my parents sell our house and downgrade to a HDB. haha.

have 6 driving lessons in 4 days. madness.

i guess i should be contented with my grades. compared to most people in cjc it's good. but compare with rjc, hci etc, it just is run of the mill. 10 years ago my results would have been good. now it's just ordinary. sigh. oh well.  i should thank God for my A in econs.

it's right around exactly 2 days 'till the release of the A level results. oh god. i am so scared. i've got 2 driving lessons tomorrow and one on friday. so i might be late on friday actually. haha.

the atmosphere on friday will be so tense. crap. i'm so scared it turns out like the O level results day again. where i thought i did really well and i screwed up. it better not repeat itself on friday. and if it does... idk. i know i'm gonna screw econs up, that's for sure.


crap crap crap

7th driving lesson today. finished roughly half of the "syllabus".

manual is fun. :D

today is the carling cup final.

spurs v man utd. spurs is so gonna win. seriously.

i predict OT win for spurs. Hah.

friday is the supposed a level result release day.

crap.